Thursday, May 04, 2006

that i must say is truly a great way to leave me puzzled and wondering. heh. so hu is this person on my tagboard hu has a problem with me. dun really keep counts on hu i sit in front of. seriously man. haha. i dun act cool. number one, i cant act for nuts. number two, if i were that cool, i would carry an ice box. heh. so nice mysterious person. i really like to know wad have i really doned to piss u off like this?

anyway. midnight oil again perhaps. i shall just go to sleep at 9.30. forget lost. shall wake up early and do my work. or hope to heh. the day without my phone really sucked man. its like a void in my left pocket. and the fact i cant sms anyone when lesson get boring and everyone around really becomes zombified. and i had no clock la. whole day was like asking ppl for the time. kinda nuts. heh.

i just found out in school over the time of my campaigning that some ppl really do have a problem with me. oh wells. problem is, i probably dont know them. its kinda scary. maybe its personality clash. maybe they dun like me cus i talk too much [which i admit i really do]. or cus i look proud? that one i really dunno. like john would say, i m not really an alert person la. not really aware of wad i do and wad i say. its like if i score well for a test. i ll be dancing like some nut so oblivious to everything around me i ll probably dance onto the road and get knocked down by a car. hehe. thank goodness i never get full marks for anything. but seriously. i also think my attitude also not quite right. needs some changing.

todays tests were crap la

napfa:
sit and reach 45 cm B [far cry from last years divine 51cm]
shuttle run 9.6 sec A [thats like my silver lining. heh.]
sit ups 46 A [not bad la but still deproved by 2 compared to last year]
standing broad jump 222 cm D [horrible too]
pull ups 0 FAIL! [horrible, i could do 3 last week, dunno wad happened today]

den chem test. lets see. i slacked off to play soccer when i should have been studying and i didnt put in much effort so if i fail its really just desserts.

mcq 4/5
question 6 1/6
question 7 2/4
question 8 4/6
question 9 4/9
total: about 15/30

i was really annoyed with myself for the ionization energy la. i was spot on in spotting that question but i got confused in my concepts, so i changed my answer from right to wrong. sheeesh! 5 marks leh! well looks more passable den the last one. praying hard. oh wells. i need to wake up my idea man. got lectured by mr khoo for not handing in econs. sigh.

anyway. i hope u ll tell me wads that change thats gonna happen in ur life. heh. i really like to know. dun say i ll see in time or anything. or i ll count all my smacks and give it all at one goal in 2 years time. heh.

7th Student Council elections tml. support me! ok la. need to go take a shower. like that person said on my tagboard. stinky. heh. gotta go. tata!

oh wells. silly bugger. ask him to help me. never knew he would thrust the paper into ppls hands.

it kinda annoys me when someone brightens up ur day. heh. sorry la. i m stupid. but i really miss the times we shared. and i just hate this distance we have to keep. its like all i can do now is to stand from afar and watch. bleh. i cant do anything for u anymore. oh well. u probably never understand anyway. no one does. all i can do now is keep that crappy happy facade and try to shine for Jesus.

|cowpoo| 8:52 PM|

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